FRIENDSHIPS CAN BE BROKEN! AND I'M STARTING TO HATE 'EM

ok am back to post ok!
and MINYING me too, can't believe you actually viewed my blog and even read the posts?!?and tagged...=.-" and so wad granfathers car is also the same as family car or wad so ever...haix...dun wanna talk about that topic...here to be happy and talk about something else...
today just sang...i know it's lame but ya we sang in school...as in practise...and the 'o holy night' that song sux! it's so hard to get the tune la...stupid...and ya i kinda loose 2 friends...infact 7 or 8...i dun mind loosing one of them in the so called 'ah lians' that i hang out with...and amber kept on saying that she doesn't want this friendship to end?! pls la...she ALWAYS says that to me hah.and i apologised la she doesn't wanna accept it then fine la..this friendship WILL end la....pls...wad can i do? being very bhb to go to her and stick to her everyday?!? IMPOSSIBLE LA!and i SERIOUSLY DUN MIND LOOSING REGINE NG LAY MIN! she sux la...she thinks that beldrick or wadeva loves her? oh pls la...i mean she so ugly...and i think i am too...but dun be so bhb la...%$^$&%*%& and zoe didn't came to school this whole week...so since amber doesn't like me and either is regine, regine's pulling lynn-yi to her side, and lynn-yi is pulling sonia so i only have a friend that i trust so much in school now...SJK...she never ever betrayed me la...well, i betrayed her but that was only once ok!...which i regretted... :( and regine dares to tell amber this matter(you all shouldn't know) and say to amber not to tell anyone else that she told amber this matter?!? WHAT THE FUCK la...BASTARD LA...i'm hating my friends now la...life sux a big time now for me la...missing zoe so much...but at least i have a friend now to rely and trust!.i'll just keep it to this now...dun feel like posting anymore...as in for the time being...